The eternal conflict of satisfaction and ambition

I often find myself in a battle within my own head.

On one hand, I have a relentless desire to achieve more and become an ever-better version of myself.

And on the other hand, I try to continuously reflect on all that I have, with immense appreciation, in the knowledge that I am ridiculously fortunate for the life I lead.

I struggle to discuss this without referring to other, wiser, souls who have pondered this far more than me.

So here are a few quotes to sit with:

Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants.

– Epictetus

Life shrinks or expands in proportion with one’s courage.

– Anaïs Nin (a French-Cuban American diarist, essayist, and novelist)

Perhaps this quote is the best way to sum up my current view:

To be without some of the things you want is an indispensable part of happiness.

– Bertrand Russell (an English philosopher, logician, and social critic)